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Thursday, May 17, 2007

~~12:51 AM~~

it's the guilt of what reality has given me making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity and when you're sick you seem to think you've failed eternally when you're sick of thinking life in this recovery when my decision paved the road that lies in front of me i want you deep inside my heart upon a hill it seems to hide sometimes and run away and i really wonder why i'm really sick of saying sorry but i will there's some kind of light at the end stoned, forgetful, and then i'm drinking what used to be sin we talked together sharpening the knife like killing partners for a life now here we are we're licking skin to wipe us clean strike a match, pour gasoline ditch the scene and watch this city burn asleep, my life will be a pillow steering wheel turn so never look behind you, spooky people bring you down the world is ending there's a party by the bay i'll wear my suit and tie when i am toasting to the way you put that smile upon my face i'm reaching farther than i ever have before leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore i may be some sort of crazy but i swear on everything i have and more its proof to show that i bleed for this and i'd cut myself the shame to get to know this masochist who has stolen my first name pretending he's a teacher holding all my weight at ease yet the teacher seems to split in two destroying both his knees now crawling i position myself below your broken wings i lift your feathered left arm where you hide your heart from me i never noticed it was swollen with the touch of brutal pain i never knew a heart could live inside the rust from all your rain i didnt think to bring a wash cloth and rub away the dirt myself and i we share this barely beating heart of hurt and when the hurt comes theres an argument a fight to save a smile a small attack on human tears to dry them for a while another curing, reassuring way to buckle up the knees so mistreated, i repeated, never blessing your sneeze now deleted and defeated i will stand on my own give me recipes for sorry i'm admitting i was wrong a sudden slip between my pathetic sedatives a real-life script of how mistakes added to our defeats so delay the hurtful words of complicated overcast please take the message that i'm picking up my chin at last i said my confidence it gets stronger when you're next to me but we pray from miles away in quest for what we long to be so sad, i wanna be strong don't try to take this from me i've already spent my life living half undone i used to be the one who won before i used to smile but dont no more i'm living just to watch it all go by

dammit. im sorry for being sorry. its just hard and i seem to be emo-ing. and i hate emo kids. fuck. what the hell is wrong with me?

Thursday, May 17, 2007

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